Monday, May 24, 2021
  Life... Beautiful..:
Goodbye my love.. Till we meet again in the next life..


Sunday, August 12, 2018
  will happen, happening happened:


Wednesday, June 28, 2017
  raise:


Monday, May 01, 2017
  i now know what i want:


Om Sarve Bhavantu Sukhinah
Sarve Santu Nir-Aamayaah
Sarve Bhadraanni Pashyantu
Maa Kashcid-Duhkha-Bhaag-Bhavet
Om Shaantih Shaantih Shaantih

Meaning:
1: Om, May All become Happy,
2: May All be Free from Illness.
3: May All See what is Auspicious,
4: May no one Suffer.
5: Om PeacePeacePeace.


Sunday, August 14, 2016
  eventually:



Tuesday, July 12, 2016
  the difference between pain and suffering:


Wednesday, February 11, 2015
  with headphone now:



Wednesday, December 24, 2014
  nothingness:



Monday, November 17, 2014
 



Thursday, October 09, 2014
  you should feel what I feel:



Tuesday, October 07, 2014
  bali theme:


Friday, July 25, 2014
  just breathe, another day, just believe:



Monday, February 17, 2014
  this, moment:

how shall we cross this ocean?



Thursday, August 22, 2013
  oh, baby girl:




Monday, June 17, 2013
  i would love a man, now if I could just love you:


GQ: Well, you don't necessarily have to look pretty to have style.
Tom Hardy: Style, I think, is panache. Who are you? What did you do today? And what are you worth to me? What do you have to offer the world? How did you spend your time today on this planet? How are you spending your time every second? What are you doing now? Are you alive, or are you somnambulant? If you are somnambulant, then you are a fucking prick. Style is your ability to be awake. But who the fuck am I to judge? I'm starting to get really arrogant.


Thursday, May 09, 2013
  all that we cannot see:


Wednesday, May 08, 2013
  all that we see:


Monday, April 22, 2013
  In the end:


Because of the "constants and variables" idea, almost any ending you conceive has happened, is happening, will happen. If you look at it this way, we are all right.


Thursday, April 18, 2013
  radiate:



Sunday, April 14, 2013
  We’re all curious about what might hurt us:
Conrad Aiken
 
126. Morning Song From "Senlin"
 
IT is morning, Senlin says, and in the morning 
When the light drips through the shutters like the dew, 
I arise, I face the sunrise, 
And do the things my fathers learned to do. 
Stars in the purple dusk above the rooftops         5
Pale in a saffron mist and seem to die, 
And I myself on swiftly tilting planet 
Stand before a glass and tie my tie. 
  
Vine-leaves tap my window, 
Dew-drops sing to the garden stones,  10
The robin chirps in the chinaberry tree 
Repeating three clear tones. 
  
It is morning. I stand by the mirror 
And tie my tie once more. 
While waves far off in a pale rose twilight  15
Crash on a white sand shore. 
I stand by a mirror and comb my hair: 
How small and white my face!— 
The green earth tilts through a sphere of air 
And bathes in a flame of space.  20
There are houses hanging above the stars 
And stars hung under a sea... 
And a sun far off in a shell of silence 
Dapples my walls for me.... 
  
It is morning, Senlin says, and in the morning  25
Should I not pause in the light to remember God? 
Upright and firm I stand on a star unstable, 
He is immense and lonely as a cloud. 
I will dedicate this moment before my mirror 
To him alone, for him I will comb my hair.  30
Accept these humble offerings, clouds of silence! 
I will think of you as I descend the stair. 
  
Vine-leaves tap my window, 
The snail-track shines on the stones; 
Dew-drops flash from the chinaberry tree  35
Repeating two clear tones. 
  
It is morning, I awake from a bed of silence, 
Shining I rise from the starless waters of sleep. 
The walls are about me still as in the evening, 
I am the same, and the same name still I keep.  40
The earth revolves with me, yet makes no motion, 
The stars pale silently in a coral sky. 
In a whistling void I stand before my mirror, 
Unconcerned, and tie my tie. 
  
There are horses neighing on far-off hills  45
Tossing their long white manes, 
And mountains flash in the rose-white dusk, 
Their shoulders black with rains.... 
It is morning, I stand by the mirror 
And surprise my soul once more;  50
The blue air rushes above my ceiling, 
There are suns beneath my floor.... 
  
...It is morning, Senlin says, I ascend from darkness 
And depart on the winds of space for I know not where; 
My watch is wound, a key is in my pocket,  55
And the sky is darkened as I descend the stair. 
There are shadows across the windows, clouds in heaven, 
And a god among the stars; and I will go 
Thinking of him as I might think of daybreak 
And humming a tune I know....  60
  
Vine-leaves tap at the window, 
Dew-drops sing to the garden stones, 
The robin chirps in the chinaberry tree 
Repeating three dear tones.



I will try hard
to let it fall..

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